I LOVE YOU MORE,
Than I have ever found a way to say to you.

I was having a lot of trouble trying to figure out what I should put here. Procrastination is one of my finer traits, and I guess you could say that I wasn't looking forward to sitting here and typing something deep and thoughtful out. I will admit that I didn't lose any sleep over it, but now that my deadline is creeping up on me I kind of need to get something down before I actually do end up losing my precious beauty sleep. And trust me, I need all the beauty sleep I can get these days. So here I am, staring at this screen as that damn blinking cursor taunts and teases me. It took me a while to finally get my thoughts together, and then it dawned on me. Of course I was having trouble trying to think of something because I was thinking too hard about it. I was trying to think of a topic that was thought provoking, a topic that would make me sound smarter than I actually am. (And let's face it, I can be a real idiot sometimes.) And I might not have that topic right now, but I'm sure I'll have a stroke of genius in the weeks that come. So what's my bright idea? Well, it might have something to do with this little lady. No, it isn't her birthday today. No, it isn't our anniversary either. Yes, it's just a random day in January and I just want to sit here and type the daylights out of this intimidating box with words of love for the love of my life. (Well okay, so her birthday was last month, so I'm making up for that little fact.) Feel free to skip over this if you don't feel like throwing up from my mushy gushiness, or if you don't feel like reading about how amazing this lady truly is. (Everyone should want to read about how amazing Jenna is, I'm just saying.) I'll do my absolute best to try and not get too out of control, but I can't promise anything.

From the very first moment we met, I had a feeling that she would be important in my life. In what way, I honestly couldn't tell you back then. I just had that gut feeling that she would be a huge part of my life. From the first day of filming, we hit it off with no problems. We got along, we made each other laugh, we made fun of each other every single chance we got, and we even spent time together off the set. When we had down time on set, you could find me in her trailer or her in mine. We'd talk for hours about different things. About future projects we'd like to work on, about our families. We'd talk about things that interest us, things that make us happy, things that tick us off, things that keep us sane. We'd talk about the most random things, and I enjoyed every second of it. I loved how close we were. That we could just sit down next to each other and not have to say one single word. That we'd automatically know what the other was thinking before it was even said. We'd have all of these inside jokes, and people would just stare at us like we were mentally insane when we'd bust out laughing over something. We'd hang out at Kraft services, pigging out on food and trying so hard to start food fights. And let me tell you, people weren't as amused about that as we seemed to be. We were pretty much inseparable, and our friendship ended up blossoming into something more. And it showed on screen, too. Everyone kept saying how much chemistry we had together, that they couldn't tell if it was real or if we were that good at acting. I'd like to tell people that it was the second part, but everyone ended up finding out that it was actually the first part. I didn't mind, though. I was just glad that I got to spend time with my best friend who also happened to be my girlfriend, and that I didn't have to go sneaking around with her whenever we weren't filming. Then filming wrapped, and it was hard for me to let go of the fact that we weren't going to be together every second of every day. It wasn't easy, but I dealt with it. We dealt with it. Things got harder once we finished filming Step Up. Long distance relationships were something I wasn't too good at, but I wanted to try my best because I had finally found someone I could end up spending the rest of my life with. I wanted to make it work, I had to make it work. And then suddenly everything got easier for us. We finally got to spend more time together promoting for the movie, and time flew by after that. We got more serious, we moved in together, we met each other's families, and we fell in love with each other.

Jenna's one of the only people in my life that gets me and knows me more than I know myself. She never ceases to amaze me with how generous she is, how kind she is. And I love how easily she can take my breath away with just one look. She knows what my favorite food is, and knows exactly how I take my coffee in the morning. She knows how to bring a smile to my face, and she knows what sets me off. She knows exactly how to make me laugh when I'm in a horribly bad mood, and she always lends me her shoulder to lean on when I'm not having the best day. I love how she drops everything she's doing to come take care of me when I'm running a fever and puking up a storm, and how she'd baby me and make sure I was okay. I love how she gives me eskimo kisses, when she kisses my cheek, and especially when she kisses my lips. I love how her hand fits perfectly in mine, and how she never lets go of my hand even when we go to bed. I love how she always finishes my sentences, and makes me feel like a dork every chance she can get. I love that she always teaches me something new every day, and how she explains things to me when I don't understand. I love how she sends me random text messages telling me how much she loves me, and how proud she is of me. I love when she calls me out of the blue to tell me that she misses me. I love how she always forgives me when I screw up, and how persistent she can be when she needs something. I love how shocked she was when I asked her to marry me, and I love that she said yes without any hesitation. I love that she let me help her with the wedding plans, and that she actually wanted my opinion on what kind of theme the wedding should be or what kind of cake we should get. I love that she said 'I do' in front of all our family and friends, and I love that I get to call her my wife. I love that she's not only my best friend, but she's the best thing that has ever happened to me.

And I love that I'm the luckiest fucking man in the whole entire world.

Be still my heart,
This could be a brand new start with you.

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